A Mail 12/18/2008

寄件人: Liu Stan
主題: Angel
日期: 2008 12 18 星期四 下午 3:21
I don't want to bother you, also I dont want her to... I thought u2 already had a talk, she called me last night and asked me questions, what she wants is to win, unlike u at the last moment u still protected me.. What I want is just let it go and try to do things better from now on...there is no losing or winning.. I am always yours, no matter u love me or hate me... on one hand I know I have hurt u so deeply and I couldnt forgive myself, maybe letting you go is the best punishment for me... but on the other I know I love you still, having the strongest feeling these couple of days, maybe they are right, you never know what you really love till you already lost it.. I just want to hold ur hand on the street once again and hold you to sleep with smile once again... exchanging present under the christmas tree once again, giving and loving once again... I am sorry for everything I did, once again..