Could U remmember?

do u rememmber this mail?
what i told u what i warned u b4!
but u hurt me again n again.
there a no way to turn back no more chance for u anymore.

--- 2008年10月30日 星期四 ---
寄件人: angel lam
主題: Re: words
收件人: "Liu Stan"
日期: 2008 10 30 星期四 下午 5:45
從你第一次拖我對手決定同你一齊開始，我已經放棄我原本所有。
但我從冇計較同冇諗過要跟你有什麼將來什麼家庭…
因為我覺得已不切實際，就算我跟上一個同我一齊左八年已計劃好家庭既人，而你同一個已經同你結婚一齊生活左六年既人，倒頭來都係同一結局！
而你又會係第一次拖我第一次錫我個時睇到我哋有將來嗎？
我唔係要你返嚟我身邊，我只不過覺得你係咪俾自己太多借口，會唔會諗得太多，係咪自私左啲呢？
加上你已經有左決定，已選擇左去向！我已經放底你停止自己再去愛既時候！
唔明白點解你又要我返嚟你身邊？到第二朝又可以繼續做你自私既角色嘛！真係可以當發夢一樣嗎？
你覺得冇將來個時就可以分開？你遇到壓力孤單一個就需要我？究竟我係你心目中係咩角色？有理過我感受嘛？口口聲聲唔想傷害我，但偏偏又被你再次傷害！我做唔到當咩事都冇發生過！被你攬住，訓係你身邊所有所有……
我唔係要攞咩公道，要你做什麼什麼…
因為一切只怪我自己心軟，只怪自己on居
希望你有認認真真珍惜過我為你做過每一樣既事！
因為有啲嘢一旦做左…錯失左，就已經冇得返轉頭！

--- 2008年10月28日 星期二 ---
寄件人: Liu Stan
主題: words
收件人: angel lam
日期: 2008 10 28 星期二 下午 7:53
Thanks for sending me the photos.
I just wanna say whatever I did I am sorry...
At this very moment I miss you, and I missed you while I was in Tibet.
There was love I can tell you... from the bottom of my heart... and I know you did too... so true.
I had this dream we were diving again and I woke up in tears, dunno why...but I have to do this...it has been a while I have been thinking we dont belong to each other...since Aug
doesnt mean I went out to seek for anyone, I was still there, with you and pae, but what I thought is... if I don't see you and I will have a family, I dont want to get hurt deeper in the future, yes...I am selfish I know you need help at the moment.. no, you needed me. but I didn't know what to do, yes I am selfish.You were looking after me all the time...and I appreciated...very much..
but this moment, I need sometime, I need sometime to be away from you, I need sometime to pick up myself. i don't know what will happen, but I am sure I will love pae the rest of my life.
Please forgive me, Angel. Hope you get well very very soon.