星期二, 6月 30, 2009
「Pea」及「Hea」的由來
「Pea」
「Hea」
「Hea」,或者「去hea」和「響度hea」,
意思是「懶散」、「無聊」、「無所事事」、「漫不經心」、「隨意閒玩蹓躂」,
如用作形容詞,就是指「清閒」。
「Hea」的中文正字為「迆」或「迤」,
而廣州音則是讀成「Pea」、「放Pea」,
只作形容詞,不是動詞,意思和上述一樣。
「Hea」字的由來「Hea」的概念,源自英文的hang around,意指「遊蕩」。
除此之外,「lounge around」也可以解釋到「Hea」的由來,
不過這裡的「lounge」跟酒店大堂無關,
「lounge around」就是很悠閒地或懶洋洋地消磨時間。
另一個「Hea」字的由來,就是源自客家語,本意為斜行、斜倚及挑逗的意思,有關漢字寫作「迆」。
星期日, 6月 28, 2009
星期六, 6月 27, 2009
deeply frustrated
走向一天又一天
沒有了規律生活
工作似乎停止了
心靈變得更寂寞
腦袋也敵不了空虛
日子近了回憶起了
感嘆人去留空
上年道今日忙著收拾行藏
今年道此時只帶著傷感情路
唯有迫使自己再度忙碌
今天是他…明天是他
但求及時行樂
做了什麼做過什麼會做什麼
我不想思想也不想幻想
沒必要知足常樂
沒有了規律生活
工作似乎停止了
心靈變得更寂寞
腦袋也敵不了空虛
日子近了回憶起了
感嘆人去留空
上年道今日忙著收拾行藏
今年道此時只帶著傷感情路
唯有迫使自己再度忙碌
今天是他…明天是他
但求及時行樂
做了什麼做過什麼會做什麼
我不想思想也不想幻想
沒必要知足常樂
星期五, 6月 26, 2009
星期四, 6月 25, 2009
再…見
每一秒都是如此艱苦
這感覺纏繞了差不多三十小時
最終抑制不了可笑的情景
也累了我的思緒
你在我的位置快將淡滅
你的臉容也漸變得模糊
你的氣色已被我忘掉
矛盾為何要在這時候發生
還以為新的將會補上那位置
雖然遇上不一樣心跳的感覺
但那份好感還未足夠把你恨恨的忘掉
假想越軌應能帶走那煩厭感
無奈我還是昔日的我
總是處處為誰想得太多
卻害了自己的幸福
打亂了自己的命運
請不要給我有幻想的機會
請快點給我遠離
請不要再給我錯誤感覺
我怕我仍然繼續繼續愛你
上天!你已經幫我帶走他為何還留下他?
我可以放手了嗎?
我可以有機會愛其他嗎?
這感覺纏繞了差不多三十小時
最終抑制不了可笑的情景
也累了我的思緒
你在我的位置快將淡滅
你的臉容也漸變得模糊
你的氣色已被我忘掉
矛盾為何要在這時候發生
還以為新的將會補上那位置
雖然遇上不一樣心跳的感覺
但那份好感還未足夠把你恨恨的忘掉
假想越軌應能帶走那煩厭感
無奈我還是昔日的我
總是處處為誰想得太多
卻害了自己的幸福
打亂了自己的命運
請不要給我有幻想的機會
請快點給我遠離
請不要再給我錯誤感覺
我怕我仍然繼續繼續愛你
上天!你已經幫我帶走他為何還留下他?
我可以放手了嗎?
我可以有機會愛其他嗎?
星期二, 6月 23, 2009
我們不要說再見
愛上你的那一刻
我一遍又一遍的問自己
為甚麼我會在這裏遇到你?
我們口口聲聲說愛
但我們的愛何其淺薄
我根本付不起跟你戀愛的代價
但當那些東西變得永遠要不回來的時候
這時才會知道自己確曾擁有過什麼
原來,一個人若因為不想被傷害而去傷害別人
最後只會傷得更重
竭斯底里並不能得到愛情
也無法真正解放誰的心
到真正要離開你的時候
其實,已經甚麼也不必說了
跟你說再見,是因為還想再見
所以'我們不要說再見'
我一遍又一遍的問自己
為甚麼我會在這裏遇到你?
我們口口聲聲說愛
但我們的愛何其淺薄
我根本付不起跟你戀愛的代價
但當那些東西變得永遠要不回來的時候
這時才會知道自己確曾擁有過什麼
原來,一個人若因為不想被傷害而去傷害別人
最後只會傷得更重
竭斯底里並不能得到愛情
也無法真正解放誰的心
到真正要離開你的時候
其實,已經甚麼也不必說了
跟你說再見,是因為還想再見
所以'我們不要說再見'
星期一, 6月 22, 2009
end
U had made a gd decision.
Choice is never easy, but it doesn't wrong.
Path should be stop fm here.
Eventually, im not dare to ask for more
even the heartbeat fm u never gone.
i lost myself pretend to trust yr every promises.
However, I was deeply wounded by yr every lying.
Whatever the day will be.
I just want u to be happy.
At this moment I can say tat i love u n still loving u.
Is true is so true.
Choice is never easy, but it doesn't wrong.
Path should be stop fm here.
Eventually, im not dare to ask for more
even the heartbeat fm u never gone.
i lost myself pretend to trust yr every promises.
However, I was deeply wounded by yr every lying.
Whatever the day will be.
I just want u to be happy.
At this moment I can say tat i love u n still loving u.
Is true is so true.
星期五, 6月 19, 2009
Angel B4 Angel
十年歲月有幾多轉變
嘗過物質生活也試過簡樸日子
快樂過傷感過
幸福過孤獨過
一起過分離過
生活態度改變在所難免
如今往後望倒不如向前看
最壞的事已做過
最壞的人也遇過
最壞的生活也捱過
所以留下來的應該是最好
不管未來怎改變怎配置
我依然會改變我
---------------------
我們沒有能力改變誰...
能改變自己己經很慶幸...
...素黑...
嘗過物質生活也試過簡樸日子
快樂過傷感過
幸福過孤獨過
一起過分離過
生活態度改變在所難免
如今往後望倒不如向前看
最壞的事已做過
最壞的人也遇過
最壞的生活也捱過
所以留下來的應該是最好
不管未來怎改變怎配置
我依然會改變我
---------------------
我們沒有能力改變誰...
能改變自己己經很慶幸...
...素黑...
星期三, 6月 17, 2009
星期二, 6月 16, 2009
A peaceful conversation
chat with her again. thought she hv bn deleted me after we met.
today, i gv my blessing to her. hope she could get the peace^^
jas jas 說:
Hey...
無慧慧 說:
hi ar
jas jas 說:
I didnt expect to see u last time and it was really upset me
無慧慧 說:
o..i m sorry to hear tat
無慧慧 說:
feel better now?
jas jas 說:
Cos it made me think abt the nightmare again
無慧慧 說:
hm..i know
jas jas 說:
Im good now
無慧慧 說:
gd^^
無慧慧 說:
everything is over.. pls dun look back
無慧慧 說:
^^
jas jas 說:
How are u? Still with the same guy?
無慧慧 說:
o..no la.
無慧慧 說:
i m fine actually..
jas jas 說:
U know wht, that guy text me few messages last week
無慧慧 說:
o really?
無慧慧 說:
what he text u?
無慧慧 說:
miss u?
無慧慧 說:
or want u come to his home?
無慧慧 說:
i know he felt loneliness after i left him
jas jas 說:
And i believe there's sth happened thats y he need to look for back up in case nobody is willing to be with him
無慧慧 說:
hm...
jas jas 說:
If u wana see i can forward them to u
無慧慧 說:
is in my expectation
jas jas 說:
He's so naive
無慧慧 說:
^^
jas jas 說:
I only replied"i hate u"
無慧慧 說:
^^
無慧慧 說:
he want u to forgive him?
jas jas 說:
Are u serious this time?
無慧慧 說:
i left him about 1 month already
無慧慧 說:
will u forgive?
jas jas 說:
Can u recieve 2 long msg?
無慧慧 說:
yes. i got it
jas jas 說:
I cannot forget the way he lie and how deep he had hurt me, i will not.
無慧慧 說:
hm..ok
jas jas 說:
U?
無慧慧 說:
then forget him..delete him..dun gv him chance to bother u
jas jas 說:
Whts the reason that u left him this time?
無慧慧 說:
me... i m always kind.. forgave him already
無慧慧 說:
hm... bcoz of "lie"
jas jas 說:
Did he do anything bad on u these few mths?
無慧慧 說:
hm... can't say it in bad
無慧慧 說:
yes.. he did lie me again last month
jas jas 說:
Why is that?
無慧慧 說:
but i found out y he lie n the whole story
無慧慧 說:
after tat i got nothing
jas jas 說:
Again and again and again...
無慧慧 說:
bcoz i dun trust him anymore
jas jas 說:
He got another gal?
無慧慧 說:
hm..but if i was him, i will lie also
無慧慧 說:
so i excepted
jas jas 說:
Horrible! U must leave him and never go back
jas jas 說:
Related to his ex?
無慧慧 說:
hm...in this month my mind become more clear, n we hv talked last monday. we know we can't be 2gether.
jas jas 說:
I wish u hv a brighten life after all these
無慧慧 說:
hm. right. is about his ex- wife. but not important
無慧慧 說:
^^..n u 2
無慧慧 說:
left it down & let it go
jas jas 說:
I wish we will wear charming smile whe6m we meet each other again next time
無慧慧 說:
i did it last time..
jas jas 說:
Im sorry
無慧慧 說:
but i know u a not happy to c me
jas jas 說:
I was being rude last time
無慧慧 說:
^^ nevermind
無慧慧 說:
is not yr fault
無慧慧 說:
hm.. n i know y he text u
無慧慧 說:
bcoz i told him i saw u
jas jas 說:
I dun wana pretend nth and chat with u, cos i know i still hate him, and ur related in this
無慧慧 說:
hm,
jas jas 說:
Why u told him? And wht did u tell?
無慧慧 說:
once u let it go, u dun need to pretend again
無慧慧 說:
i just told him i saw u at lee sze
jas jas 說:
He must be happy to hear i look sad when i see u
jas jas 說:
He will think he is important enough that im still miss him! Damn!
無慧慧 說:
nono.. i hvn't told him tat yr reaction...although i left him, we still caren talk with each other. just mention
無慧慧 說:
nono..dun think 2 much!
無慧慧 說:
i can tell he won't care anyone feeling
無慧慧 說:
he just care himself
jas jas 說:
Then why he text me after that?
無慧慧 說:
maybe he want to try be a better man
jas jas 說:
Its so damn annoying and help nth!
jas jas 說:
Only talk talk talk..
無慧慧 說:
he know what he did, but can't control himself to hurt me n other
無慧慧 說:
yes...this is him
jas jas 說:
Pls dun being so naive to trust him again
無慧慧 說:
he used to do what he like n without thinking
jas jas 說:
The guy like him can never change his whole character
jas jas 說:
Dun trust on everything single word he told u
無慧慧 說:
^^.. his ex wife n sofaye also said tat
無慧慧 說:
"he" is "he"
jas jas 說:
Protect urself and hv a clear mind is the last thing to do
jas jas 說:
Just like edison chan
jas jas 說:
Do i look better than b4?
無慧慧 說:
actually he is a kidult , not worse as u think ^^. pls try to forget it
無慧慧 說:
u? still pretty
無慧慧 說:
but i m getting old lol...
無慧慧 說:
jas jas 說:
I hope all my frds told me i lose weight recently would not affected by that bad guy
無慧慧 說:
hm.. lose weight is gd ar!! i want to lose some too.. but i dunno y i m getting fat lol"
jas jas 說:
No, ur going to another stage which is more mature and inner beauty
jas jas 說:
No, ur in average and gd figure
無慧慧 說:
jas...as time goes by, u will note that today is just a small piece of yr life. u will become mature n strong after
無慧慧 說:
keep yrself pretty , keep yrself grow.
jas jas 說:
Did i miss any msg?
無慧慧 說:
as time goes by, u will note that today is just a small piece of yr life. u will become mature n strong after.
keep yrself pretty , keep yrself grow. although i m discouraged b4, this is also a gd lesson for me..i just know things will become gd days will become better!...... i hope u every happiness^^
jas jas 說:
Thx for ur encouragement!!
jas jas 說:
Never look back.
jas jas 說:
Keep contact la charming lady.
無慧慧 說:
無慧慧 說:
with a pretty face like yours, there is only room for shinny smile
jas jas 說:
Suddenly one sentence wana say
jas jas 說:
I love u
jas jas 說:
Haha
無慧慧 說:
silly
today, i gv my blessing to her. hope she could get the peace^^
jas jas 說:
Hey...
無慧慧 說:
hi ar
jas jas 說:
I didnt expect to see u last time and it was really upset me
無慧慧 說:
o..i m sorry to hear tat
無慧慧 說:
feel better now?
jas jas 說:
Cos it made me think abt the nightmare again
無慧慧 說:
hm..i know
jas jas 說:
Im good now
無慧慧 說:
gd^^
無慧慧 說:
everything is over.. pls dun look back
無慧慧 說:
^^
jas jas 說:
How are u? Still with the same guy?
無慧慧 說:
o..no la.
無慧慧 說:
i m fine actually..
jas jas 說:
U know wht, that guy text me few messages last week
無慧慧 說:
o really?
無慧慧 說:
what he text u?
無慧慧 說:
miss u?
無慧慧 說:
or want u come to his home?
無慧慧 說:
i know he felt loneliness after i left him
jas jas 說:
And i believe there's sth happened thats y he need to look for back up in case nobody is willing to be with him
無慧慧 說:
hm...
jas jas 說:
If u wana see i can forward them to u
無慧慧 說:
is in my expectation
jas jas 說:
He's so naive
無慧慧 說:
^^
jas jas 說:
I only replied"i hate u"
無慧慧 說:
^^
無慧慧 說:
he want u to forgive him?
jas jas 說:
Are u serious this time?
無慧慧 說:
i left him about 1 month already
無慧慧 說:
will u forgive?
jas jas 說:
Can u recieve 2 long msg?
無慧慧 說:
yes. i got it
jas jas 說:
I cannot forget the way he lie and how deep he had hurt me, i will not.
無慧慧 說:
hm..ok
jas jas 說:
U?
無慧慧 說:
then forget him..delete him..dun gv him chance to bother u
jas jas 說:
Whts the reason that u left him this time?
無慧慧 說:
me... i m always kind.. forgave him already
無慧慧 說:
hm... bcoz of "lie"
jas jas 說:
Did he do anything bad on u these few mths?
無慧慧 說:
hm... can't say it in bad
無慧慧 說:
yes.. he did lie me again last month
jas jas 說:
Why is that?
無慧慧 說:
but i found out y he lie n the whole story
無慧慧 說:
after tat i got nothing
jas jas 說:
Again and again and again...
無慧慧 說:
bcoz i dun trust him anymore
jas jas 說:
He got another gal?
無慧慧 說:
hm..but if i was him, i will lie also
無慧慧 說:
so i excepted
jas jas 說:
Horrible! U must leave him and never go back
jas jas 說:
Related to his ex?
無慧慧 說:
hm...in this month my mind become more clear, n we hv talked last monday. we know we can't be 2gether.
jas jas 說:
I wish u hv a brighten life after all these
無慧慧 說:
hm. right. is about his ex- wife. but not important
無慧慧 說:
^^..n u 2
無慧慧 說:
left it down & let it go
jas jas 說:
I wish we will wear charming smile whe6m we meet each other again next time
無慧慧 說:
i did it last time..
jas jas 說:
Im sorry
無慧慧 說:
but i know u a not happy to c me
jas jas 說:
I was being rude last time
無慧慧 說:
^^ nevermind
無慧慧 說:
is not yr fault
無慧慧 說:
hm.. n i know y he text u
無慧慧 說:
bcoz i told him i saw u
jas jas 說:
I dun wana pretend nth and chat with u, cos i know i still hate him, and ur related in this
無慧慧 說:
hm,
jas jas 說:
Why u told him? And wht did u tell?
無慧慧 說:
once u let it go, u dun need to pretend again
無慧慧 說:
i just told him i saw u at lee sze
jas jas 說:
He must be happy to hear i look sad when i see u
jas jas 說:
He will think he is important enough that im still miss him! Damn!
無慧慧 說:
nono.. i hvn't told him tat yr reaction...although i left him, we still caren talk with each other. just mention
無慧慧 說:
nono..dun think 2 much!
無慧慧 說:
i can tell he won't care anyone feeling
無慧慧 說:
he just care himself
jas jas 說:
Then why he text me after that?
無慧慧 說:
maybe he want to try be a better man
jas jas 說:
Its so damn annoying and help nth!
jas jas 說:
Only talk talk talk..
無慧慧 說:
he know what he did, but can't control himself to hurt me n other
無慧慧 說:
yes...this is him
jas jas 說:
Pls dun being so naive to trust him again
無慧慧 說:
he used to do what he like n without thinking
jas jas 說:
The guy like him can never change his whole character
jas jas 說:
Dun trust on everything single word he told u
無慧慧 說:
^^.. his ex wife n sofaye also said tat
無慧慧 說:
"he" is "he"
jas jas 說:
Protect urself and hv a clear mind is the last thing to do
jas jas 說:
Just like edison chan
jas jas 說:
Do i look better than b4?
無慧慧 說:
actually he is a kidult , not worse as u think ^^. pls try to forget it
無慧慧 說:
u? still pretty
無慧慧 說:
but i m getting old lol...
無慧慧 說:
jas jas 說:
I hope all my frds told me i lose weight recently would not affected by that bad guy
無慧慧 說:
hm.. lose weight is gd ar!! i want to lose some too.. but i dunno y i m getting fat lol"
jas jas 說:
No, ur going to another stage which is more mature and inner beauty
jas jas 說:
No, ur in average and gd figure
無慧慧 說:
jas...as time goes by, u will note that today is just a small piece of yr life. u will become mature n strong after
無慧慧 說:
keep yrself pretty , keep yrself grow.
jas jas 說:
Did i miss any msg?
無慧慧 說:
as time goes by, u will note that today is just a small piece of yr life. u will become mature n strong after.
keep yrself pretty , keep yrself grow. although i m discouraged b4, this is also a gd lesson for me..i just know things will become gd days will become better!...... i hope u every happiness^^
jas jas 說:
Thx for ur encouragement!!
jas jas 說:
Never look back.
jas jas 說:
Keep contact la charming lady.
無慧慧 說:
無慧慧 說:
with a pretty face like yours, there is only room for shinny smile
jas jas 說:
Suddenly one sentence wana say
jas jas 說:
I love u
jas jas 說:
Haha
無慧慧 說:
silly
星期日, 6月 14, 2009
壓抑
想你使我疲憊不堪
孤單怎只得你一人
說我就像你孤單的毒藥
難道我不可當作孤單的解藥嗎?
當處於毒癮發作時
腦袋不能制止所有關於你的我的
分離的痛楚比受傷害的還更痛
我愛你的程度無法量度
沒意思的比較永沒有平均點
一起不需要華麗虛偽的生活
是為了過那些感覺平淡舒服的時候
對你對我從沒有實質的要求
但求你我的影子能在左右
一句不實在把我靈魂慢慢消散
一個擁抱把我推進深淵
使我沒法覺醒
愛不能告知
情不能磨滅
痛苦早已難免不了
如今
你愛的是誰
我愛的是誰
真的重要嗎?
此時此刻所有代價我願意接受
孤單怎只得你一人
說我就像你孤單的毒藥
難道我不可當作孤單的解藥嗎?
當處於毒癮發作時
腦袋不能制止所有關於你的我的
分離的痛楚比受傷害的還更痛
我愛你的程度無法量度
沒意思的比較永沒有平均點
一起不需要華麗虛偽的生活
是為了過那些感覺平淡舒服的時候
對你對我從沒有實質的要求
但求你我的影子能在左右
一句不實在把我靈魂慢慢消散
一個擁抱把我推進深淵
使我沒法覺醒
愛不能告知
情不能磨滅
痛苦早已難免不了
如今
你愛的是誰
我愛的是誰
真的重要嗎?
此時此刻所有代價我願意接受
星期日, 6月 07, 2009
drunk
i m crying inside.
wondering y,
is it gd if try to escape n hide?
although i dunno what that means.
whatever i do i say i want,
i always seem to get it wrong
wondering y,
is it gd if try to escape n hide?
although i dunno what that means.
whatever i do i say i want,
i always seem to get it wrong
星期六, 6月 06, 2009
星期五, 6月 05, 2009
drop n leave
唔知邊日開始發現佢對我既語氣反應幾乎同對佢阿媽一樣
得到咁既對待當然令我覺得好心痛
同時我又反思自己
我亦有時候不知不覺對佢會有一樣既態度
所以個刻幾無奈
都要沉著氣再深呼吸
我知道過左就會冇嘢
無唯因小失大
佢用咁樣態度對我
我冇怪佢並冇怨氣
因為我諗都係大家仲未放底
我明白點解會有咁既情況
所接觸大事小事,講真定講笑,其實全部都冇去判斷過
個刻只係諗到所有負面回憶
當然事後會後悔做錯講錯
但之後想結局係點就要睇自己
想好…咪唔好再提,知道有問題就收聲羅
想嘈…咪繼續講羅,但咪令大家更唔開心
既然知道問題係邊
下次唔好就得羅
我依家都會時刻提醒自己要Eq高啲
咁樣先至可愛架嘛
快樂係要自己尋找
我以前點樣令自己唔嬲開心咪用返個個方法羅
唔知佢仲記唔記得呢?
因為我諗佢係聽得我爛Gag同IQ題最多既人…哈哈哈哈
得到咁既對待當然令我覺得好心痛
同時我又反思自己
我亦有時候不知不覺對佢會有一樣既態度
所以個刻幾無奈
都要沉著氣再深呼吸
我知道過左就會冇嘢
無唯因小失大
佢用咁樣態度對我
我冇怪佢並冇怨氣
因為我諗都係大家仲未放底
我明白點解會有咁既情況
所接觸大事小事,講真定講笑,其實全部都冇去判斷過
個刻只係諗到所有負面回憶
當然事後會後悔做錯講錯
但之後想結局係點就要睇自己
想好…咪唔好再提,知道有問題就收聲羅
想嘈…咪繼續講羅,但咪令大家更唔開心
既然知道問題係邊
下次唔好就得羅
我依家都會時刻提醒自己要Eq高啲
咁樣先至可愛架嘛
快樂係要自己尋找
我以前點樣令自己唔嬲開心咪用返個個方法羅
唔知佢仲記唔記得呢?
因為我諗佢係聽得我爛Gag同IQ題最多既人…哈哈哈哈
星期四, 6月 04, 2009
沉不著氣
對唔住…我又因小事不自覺發皮氣
原本打算關心下問候下
為你既辛勞做返一點點
一秒間被我可怕既回憶粉碎
再加上你既一件無聊既行動
我攪唔清有心定無意
負面情緒一觸即發
我十萬個唔想要有咁既情況出現
點解硬係要繼續破壞我哋既關係呢?
我一審努力所有忍耐可以話功虧一簣
究竟我係咪想大家關係變好重頭開始呢?
究竟我仲係咪愛佢想要起埋一齊?
如果係既話應該唔會係咁
定係其實一早知道你想點而將自己成為衰人呢……
我依刻好想快啲解決快啲面對
因為我真係好討厭依種咁不安既感覺
原本打算關心下問候下
為你既辛勞做返一點點
一秒間被我可怕既回憶粉碎
再加上你既一件無聊既行動
我攪唔清有心定無意
負面情緒一觸即發
我十萬個唔想要有咁既情況出現
點解硬係要繼續破壞我哋既關係呢?
我一審努力所有忍耐可以話功虧一簣
究竟我係咪想大家關係變好重頭開始呢?
究竟我仲係咪愛佢想要起埋一齊?
如果係既話應該唔會係咁
定係其實一早知道你想點而將自己成為衰人呢……
我依刻好想快啲解決快啲面對
因為我真係好討厭依種咁不安既感覺
星期三, 6月 03, 2009
失眠
整日處於唔夠訓既狀態
導致整個人變得唔理智
不其然心情容易變得反覆
攪成咁都係因為我家姐
為左令佢既擔憂變得舒服啲
我就答應同佢係大陸過一晚夜
我哋都有好多年冇咁樣兩姊妹講家事講天光喇
近來我哋兩個自己工作上或另一伴方面都唔係咁好
佢公司老闆又俾壓力佢
老公唔想打工想係我哋屋企一齊做生意
剛買左層樓而個女又剛出世
要一個女人咩起成頭家的確好辛苦既
至於我…
最近真係好黑
因為所有生意都到差唔多做貨個時就全部Hold起哂
本來依兩個月收入應該都唔錯架…唉!個天又玩我
至於另一伴既問題同樣地Hold起左
大家冇去解決問題拖得就拖咁
只因唔想令大家煩上加煩
某程度上可以話逃避
但起碼可以俾到佢安心工作
而我依兩日就好似精神病咁
想搵佢又唔想搵佢
想見到佢又唔想見到佢咁
以為可以避免會撞到但又偏偏撞到
之後就變得好複雜
其實我知道心入面係點諗
只係唔想去面對姐
我淨係覺得要一齊唔需要日日都對住
兩個人多啲空間就唔會產生咁多壓力
何況我哋依家都未有定案
我自己都唔知自己想點
只求依刻安樂一切隨緣
吖…今日發生左啲趣事
就係係鋪頭無聊之際
撞到女主角
我依然係我
笑笑口同佢打招呼
不過佢俾我既反應覺得佢有啲唔開心
不過都正常既
其實我自己都有依種感覺
但過左一陣又好開心咁冇嘢喇
可能我俾明日之星分散左注意力
所有思維集中哂係啲生意度
講完笑又眼訓
後尾我淨係覺得好攰想有人車我返去咋
哈…成功左!
返到屋企留下同屋企人同肥豬一邊食嘢一邊相討屋企另一邊既生意
唉…到最後我得到既結論係我老豆真係有病架…
講極都係諗埋一邊…激死我!
返到屋企第一時間就同肥豬沖涼
佢真係好臭><
依家佢係我身邊反轉左個肚扯住鼻鼾訓到死左
所以我先至三點幾仲係度寫Blog
不過佢都唔係最主要原因既
哈…
導致整個人變得唔理智
不其然心情容易變得反覆
攪成咁都係因為我家姐
為左令佢既擔憂變得舒服啲
我就答應同佢係大陸過一晚夜
我哋都有好多年冇咁樣兩姊妹講家事講天光喇
近來我哋兩個自己工作上或另一伴方面都唔係咁好
佢公司老闆又俾壓力佢
老公唔想打工想係我哋屋企一齊做生意
剛買左層樓而個女又剛出世
要一個女人咩起成頭家的確好辛苦既
至於我…
最近真係好黑
因為所有生意都到差唔多做貨個時就全部Hold起哂
本來依兩個月收入應該都唔錯架…唉!個天又玩我
至於另一伴既問題同樣地Hold起左
大家冇去解決問題拖得就拖咁
只因唔想令大家煩上加煩
某程度上可以話逃避
但起碼可以俾到佢安心工作
而我依兩日就好似精神病咁
想搵佢又唔想搵佢
想見到佢又唔想見到佢咁
以為可以避免會撞到但又偏偏撞到
之後就變得好複雜
其實我知道心入面係點諗
只係唔想去面對姐
我淨係覺得要一齊唔需要日日都對住
兩個人多啲空間就唔會產生咁多壓力
何況我哋依家都未有定案
我自己都唔知自己想點
只求依刻安樂一切隨緣
吖…今日發生左啲趣事
就係係鋪頭無聊之際
撞到女主角
我依然係我
笑笑口同佢打招呼
不過佢俾我既反應覺得佢有啲唔開心
不過都正常既
其實我自己都有依種感覺
但過左一陣又好開心咁冇嘢喇
可能我俾明日之星分散左注意力
所有思維集中哂係啲生意度
講完笑又眼訓
後尾我淨係覺得好攰想有人車我返去咋
哈…成功左!
返到屋企留下同屋企人同肥豬一邊食嘢一邊相討屋企另一邊既生意
唉…到最後我得到既結論係我老豆真係有病架…
講極都係諗埋一邊…激死我!
返到屋企第一時間就同肥豬沖涼
佢真係好臭><
依家佢係我身邊反轉左個肚扯住鼻鼾訓到死左
所以我先至三點幾仲係度寫Blog
不過佢都唔係最主要原因既
哈…
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